firstly , i'd like to apologize for the usage of offensive words / terms in this blog post . but my mental , psychological and emotional state is quite ...shaky .
okay ,
I HATE LIVING IN THE SHADOW OF MY BROTHER ):
it's pissing me off real bad .
why is he so smart in everything he does ! and i don't see him studying at all . all he does is to surf the web . or maybe he has some secret to success thing . or a mega brain .
life is effing unfair . i'm stupid (i know , i know , i'm in RGS , supposedly a top school but i'm seriously a damn dumb asshole and no one is kidding .) i have no talents at all (i think i'm like this stupid jack of all trades , master of none . actually , i don't even deserve to be a "jack" DD: what the shit )
and the problem is that my brother always does much better than me !
it's pissing the heck out of me . there's like a marking for comparison . and it sucks . i always fail to live up to his standards , much lest being better than him ):
I HAVE NO FRIGGING TALENT AND I'M FRIGGING PISSED .
WHY IS THE WORLD SO DARN UNFAIR .
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